This is one of the most humiliating things you can do. I could cry because I am so ashamed but present myself like the biggest slut. Why am I like this? I don't want to be like this, but I do it again and again
Day 7….. went to my old hairdresser who did an amazing job on my hair, although my scalp was super sensitive to the massage because I haven’t felt my own pleasure in so long….
