All this stuffing showed up on my belly. My initial goal was 100kg. I have 86 now. People starting to notice, and everybody judges me. I was even thinking to start losing it, but somehow I can't. Deep inside I stil want to see how big my belly will get
I'm so nervous about meeting my extended family for Christmas. I was a little chubby last time they saw me, now I waddle with a fat gut sticking out ๐ณ