[F22, 150, 5.8] Some days, the body dysmorphia is really bad.. other days, I’m like “oh you don’t look too bad for someone who gained weight” Still on the fence about getting a BA/BL.
I've gained 20 lb in the last year. It's not sustainable to rely on your "conventionally attractive" parts for confidence bc our bodies change constantly. It's a lesson I keep relearning.