(F) Idk if this was OCD or BD but 4 yrs ago I realy thought that if I didn’t weigh exactly 135 if went missing ppl wouldn’t care. I put so much worth on my beauty. Physically Ik I am not healthy & I don’t exactly feel comfortable in my skin, bu
21 • 250lbs (?) • 5' 4" || never been a fan of my resting body, been so conditioned to think my rolls were unflattering. trying to love them a little more 🖤
So theres an obnoxiously bright floodlight in the corner of my living room for some reason (rental) but it makes for great posing practice. 28, 5'9", 230lbs
