(F) Idk if this was OCD or BD but 4 yrs ago I realy thought that if I didnβt weigh exactly 135 if went missing ppl wouldnβt care. I put so much worth on my beauty. Physically Ik I am not healthy & I donβt exactly feel comfortable in my skin, bu
f, 26yo, 152 lbs, 5β0β. 2 days after breast reduction surgery. it hurt too much to relax my shoulders back, stand up straight, do all the things I do to feel attractive and comfortable. and yet, I felt SO much more like myself, like I had the body I