I've gained 20 lb in the last year. It's not sustainable to rely on your "conventionally attractive" parts for confidence bc our bodies change constantly. It's a lesson I keep relearning.
5'4, 120, 25. Gained 10lbs thanks to BED in AN recovery, and starting a new appropriately fuelled exercise regimen, don't know how I feel about it - I prefer myself smaller, but enjoying the increased energy and gainz