This moment after office makes small men reflective.
You start noticing patterns… like how easily you defer to a calm Latina who sees your size and smiles.
Sit with that feeling. You know where respect begins.
You don’t fantasize about being humiliated because it’s shocking, you fantasize about it because it finally explains why you were never chosen without anyone lying to you.
You weren’t cursed with bad luck. You were simply issued a body that never backed up the fantasy in your head. That gap between expectation and reality is where your shame lives.