It doesn't matter what you want, whiteboy. You'll never get it ... unless you're brutally honest to yourself and stick to what your kind deserves: a pussyfree, caged life of rejection while black kings take everything they deserve.
Snowbunnies with black boyfriends and husbands are just the tip of the iceberg. White couple where she cucks her husband are the true hidden figure & I bet it's sky high.