She didn't do research about the monsters that lurked around the abyss and now she's regretting it. However, she's going to know them as if they were her children, because some of them will be in the future (keisei-yuan)
I knew that one day, I'd fail and had to face the consequences. If I knew what was at stake, I wouldn't have done it, but now it's too late. [Tsukisiro]