You shouldn't have bet everything, now you are nothing more than a urinal, that proud face will not last long, after you have to swallow everything that men put in your mouth, enjoy it kitty, while you can.
You couldn't stand the thought of her being around anyone else, and before you knew it you acted without thinking. Deep down you know things will never be the same after this, but at the very least you can make sure she's comfortable...for however long