I'm trying to smile... feel like I'm faking it most of the time but I'm trying... after so much heartbreak it's hard to believe I'd be anyone's type tbh. I don't really feel worthy of that rn.
I might seem confident... i might look happy.. but in fact im not. im tired of seeking validation all the time... tbh its exhausting.. its exhausting to "try" and live up to all the standards the world wants you to live up too. I have alot of work to d
