It's never going to be 100 for you; you're never going to be complete without me. Impossible for you to escape what I do to you, everything that's been unlocked,
Nothing's going to resolve this, and it won't get better on its own. You're no more than a helpless witness to it over and over again. Crawling on the same floor.
Masochism in a lab rat is preferred above all other qualities because the pain of being an object on which to experiment is inevitable and always increases over time and with each experiment.