I'm going to wear you down, cuck, I'm going to break you, I'm going to make you beg for mercy, and then I'm going to deny it to you, because that's what you deserve, that's what you want, and I'm the one who gets to give it to you.
And now you're fucking yourself just to pretend some shallow form of intimacy. No warmth, no feeling. Desperate to try to extract some base kind of pleasure.