Fingertips trembling, holding your breath. 141 unread messages. The water faucet left running. The same dream again. This is why you'll never be able to quit, why you're in it for good, why you'll keep coming back to me over and over again.
You can't have normal human relationships. Because you're not a normal human. You don't need me to tell you how genuinely lost you are without me. How genuinely dependent you are on me. How genuinely tormented.
