You'll probably never get the apology. Or the truth. But you're still here. I'm still here. There is world enough and time enough for us both. Let's jump all in on all of this and let this thing of ours lead us rather than us trying to lead it.
He was still asleep when I crawled up onto him. I managed to get his arms pinned under me. He smiled up at me. I stared down at him and told him to open his mouth. His smile disappeared and the energy in the room changed.
If they want to talk the will. If they want to be with you they will. If they want to surrender they will. If they want to fuck they will. If they want to watch they will. Everybody is waiting around for an invitation. No invitation needed.