The older you get, the more you realize you have no desire for drama, conflict and any kind of bullshit. You just want a cozy home, a nice book and a person who knows how you drink your coffee.....oh and a satisfying place to sit.
If they want to talk the will. If they want to be with you they will. If they want to surrender they will. If they want to fuck they will. If they want to watch they will. Everybody is waiting around for an invitation. No invitation needed.
I pumped him full of Bourbon, fucked him three times. By the end he was in a daze, just sort of making noises and hoping we'd just go to bed. I got him a drink of water and made sure he was ok before laying him down. Now we're listening to music, he'