You say you’re an ally, you say you support the BNWO, but how far are you willing to go? Look at Jade Venus. She turned herself from white wimp to super model. Are you as hot as her yet? What are you waiting for? Black cocks matter- go satisfy them!
You’re a camera man. A documentarian. A tripod. You’re literally demoted in your own marriage to the role of photographer. You’re certainly not going to be in any of the photos or videos so you may as well make yourself useful.
